{"id":1222,"date":"2024-11-19T00:02:00","date_gmt":"2024-11-19T00:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/goodchristadelphiantalks.com\/index.php\/podcast\/ben-brinkerhoff-overcoming-resentment-class-2-the-compromiser\/"},"modified":"2026-07-28T03:38:22","modified_gmt":"2026-07-28T03:38:22","slug":"ben-brinkerhoff-overcoming-resentment-class-2-the-compromiser","status":"publish","type":"podcast","link":"https:\/\/goodchristadelphiantalks.com\/index.php\/podcast\/ben-brinkerhoff-overcoming-resentment-class-2-the-compromiser\/","title":{"rendered":"Ben Brinkerhoff &#8211; Overcoming Resentment &#8211; Class 2 &#8211; The Compromiser"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Class 1 from this series was used in GCT Episode 322.<\/p>\n<div class=\"transcript\">1<br \/>\n00:00:00,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:03,360<br \/>\nThis is the 2023 Rocky Mountain<br \/>\nBible School. <\/p>\n<p>2<br \/>\n00:00:03,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:07,280<br \/>\nToday is day 2.<br \/>\nFor our first class we have our <\/p>\n<p>3<br \/>\n00:00:07,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:09,600<br \/>\nbrother Ben Brinkerhoff from the<br \/>\nChristchurch, New Zealand <\/p>\n<p>4<br \/>\n00:00:09,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:13,040<br \/>\necclesia.<br \/>\nHis topic for the week is Judah <\/p>\n<p>5<br \/>\n00:00:13,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:18,000<br \/>\nOvercoming Resentment, and his<br \/>\ntitle for the day is Judah the <\/p>\n<p>6<br \/>\n00:00:18,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:25,440<br \/>\nCompromiser.<br \/>\nAll right, so my wife isn&#8217;t here<\/p>\n<p>7<br \/>\n00:00:25,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:29,600<br \/>\nnor my children, but I want to<br \/>\ngive them a sense of what it&#8217;s <\/p>\n<p>8<br \/>\n00:00:29,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:34,240<br \/>\nlike here.<br \/>\nAll right, so everyone say hi, <\/p>\n<p>9<br \/>\n00:00:35,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:42,240<br \/>\nsay we miss you, Alyssa.<br \/>\nAnd the four kids will love them<\/p>\n<p>10<br \/>\n00:00:42,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:44,280<br \/>\ntoo.<br \/>\nAll right? <\/p>\n<p>11<br \/>\n00:00:45,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:49,800<br \/>\nLove you.<br \/>\nOK. <\/p>\n<p>12<br \/>\n00:00:50,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:00:52,080<br \/>\nJust trying to avoid a bit of<br \/>\nresentment, that&#8217;s all. <\/p>\n<p>13<br \/>\n00:00:54,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:02,720<br \/>\nSee, that&#8217;s your lesson for<br \/>\ntoday in our, in our last class <\/p>\n<p>14<br \/>\n00:01:02,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:07,840<br \/>\ntogether, brothers and sisters,<br \/>\nif I did my job correctly, <\/p>\n<p>15<br \/>\n00:01:08,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:12,200<br \/>\nhopefully we&#8217;re able to do a few<br \/>\nthings. <\/p>\n<p>16<br \/>\n00:01:13,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:15,400<br \/>\nYou know, the first thing I want<br \/>\nyou to be able to do is <\/p>\n<p>17<br \/>\n00:01:15,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:20,680<br \/>\nempathize with Judah.<br \/>\nNow, if you had been in his <\/p>\n<p>18<br \/>\n00:01:20,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:27,240<br \/>\ncircumstances and you had seen<br \/>\nhis mother&#8217;s pain and pining for<\/p>\n<p>19<br \/>\n00:01:27,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:30,120<br \/>\nthe acceptance of his father,<br \/>\nthen came to understand because <\/p>\n<p>20<br \/>\n00:01:30,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:32,320<br \/>\nyou had the wrong mother, that<br \/>\nyou would never really be <\/p>\n<p>21<br \/>\n00:01:32,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:36,640<br \/>\naccepted no matter what you did,<br \/>\nThen maybe you would have felt <\/p>\n<p>22<br \/>\n00:01:36,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:41,720<br \/>\nwhat Judah felt, and maybe you<br \/>\nwould have thought what you&#8217;d <\/p>\n<p>23<br \/>\n00:01:41,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:46,280<br \/>\nhave thought.<br \/>\nAnd secondly, upon empathizing <\/p>\n<p>24<br \/>\n00:01:46,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:50,320<br \/>\nwith Judah just a little bit,<br \/>\nthat you might be able to lay <\/p>\n<p>25<br \/>\n00:01:50,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:54,640<br \/>\naside judging him well, not<br \/>\nexcusing his sin. <\/p>\n<p>26<br \/>\n00:01:54,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:56,080<br \/>\nI would never ask you to do<br \/>\nthat. <\/p>\n<p>27<br \/>\n00:01:56,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:01:59,760<br \/>\nOf course we cannot do that.<br \/>\nYou were able to see him apart <\/p>\n<p>28<br \/>\n00:01:59,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:03,880<br \/>\nfrom his sin and maybe even<br \/>\nrelate some of his thinking with<\/p>\n<p>29<br \/>\n00:02:04,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:08,840<br \/>\nwith your thinking.<br \/>\nAnd I hope you saw that. <\/p>\n<p>30<br \/>\n00:02:09,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:15,000<br \/>\nLike Judah, we all reason like<br \/>\nchildren, we go around saying <\/p>\n<p>31<br \/>\n00:02:15,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:22,600<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not, it&#8217;s not fair.<br \/>\nThe F word thinking that life <\/p>\n<p>32<br \/>\n00:02:22,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:26,640<br \/>\ndoes not treat us right.<br \/>\nAnd, and based on this childlike<\/p>\n<p>33<br \/>\n00:02:26,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:30,240<br \/>\nreasoning, what do we do?<br \/>\nWe, we count, we count the sins <\/p>\n<p>34<br \/>\n00:02:30,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:34,560<br \/>\nof others and, and we hold on to<br \/>\nthose wrongs that we and we <\/p>\n<p>35<br \/>\n00:02:34,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:40,000<br \/>\nnurse the feelings that that<br \/>\nholding all of those wrongs <\/p>\n<p>36<br \/>\n00:02:40,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:42,360<br \/>\nelicit within us.<br \/>\nAnd resentment has begun. <\/p>\n<p>37<br \/>\n00:02:42,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:45,320<br \/>\nAnd then thereafter, once the<br \/>\nresentment has begun, then we <\/p>\n<p>38<br \/>\n00:02:45,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:47,000<br \/>\ndistort the truth of the<br \/>\nmemories. <\/p>\n<p>39<br \/>\n00:02:47,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:52,240<br \/>\nFor example, when we remember<br \/>\nthe hurts, accidents, they <\/p>\n<p>40<br \/>\n00:02:52,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:02:57,640<br \/>\nbecome intentional.<br \/>\nWhen we assign motives to what <\/p>\n<p>41<br \/>\n00:02:57,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:02,680<br \/>\nmight have been just mindless<br \/>\nacts of selfishness, we <\/p>\n<p>42<br \/>\n00:03:02,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:07,360<br \/>\nconveniently minimize or excuse<br \/>\nthat that we had any part in <\/p>\n<p>43<br \/>\n00:03:07,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:12,040<br \/>\nwhat happened.<br \/>\nAnd recalling these memories and<\/p>\n<p>44<br \/>\n00:03:12,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:16,480<br \/>\ndistorting the truth of them<br \/>\ncreates what I can only describe<\/p>\n<p>45<br \/>\n00:03:16,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:26,560<br \/>\nas this negative spiritual high.<br \/>\nAnd we use that to cover and <\/p>\n<p>46<br \/>\n00:03:26,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:33,920<br \/>\nexcuse and justify getting<br \/>\nredemption, retribution, hurting<\/p>\n<p>47<br \/>\n00:03:33,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:37,360<br \/>\nothers, and sinning against our<br \/>\nbrethren. <\/p>\n<p>48<br \/>\n00:03:38,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:42,000<br \/>\nAnd I call this the path of<br \/>\njustified sinning. <\/p>\n<p>49<br \/>\n00:03:42,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:44,280<br \/>\nOf course, there is no such<br \/>\nthing as justified sinning, is <\/p>\n<p>50<br \/>\n00:03:44,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:46,280<br \/>\nthere?<br \/>\nBut if there was such a thing, <\/p>\n<p>51<br \/>\n00:03:46,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:49,560<br \/>\nthis is the path that it would<br \/>\nwould take. <\/p>\n<p>52<br \/>\n00:03:50,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:53,680<br \/>\nSo we begin with self<br \/>\nimportance. <\/p>\n<p>53<br \/>\n00:03:55,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:03:57,800<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s really hard to begin the<br \/>\npath of justified sinning <\/p>\n<p>54<br \/>\n00:03:57,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:00,960<br \/>\nthrough humility, by the way,<br \/>\nwhich is why God prizes humility<\/p>\n<p>55<br \/>\n00:04:00,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:03,840<br \/>\nso much.<br \/>\nWe begin with self importance <\/p>\n<p>56<br \/>\n00:04:04,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:07,640<br \/>\nthen because we&#8217;re important.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re always looking out to see <\/p>\n<p>57<br \/>\n00:04:07,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:11,920<br \/>\nif we get what we deserve.<br \/>\nAnd as a result of not getting <\/p>\n<p>58<br \/>\n00:04:11,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:15,120<br \/>\nwhat we deserve, because you<br \/>\nknow, that&#8217;s the way life works.<\/p>\n<p>59<br \/>\n00:04:15,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:18,760<br \/>\nIt doesn&#8217;t treat us this way.<br \/>\nWe think it&#8217;s not fair, and <\/p>\n<p>60<br \/>\n00:04:18,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:22,560<br \/>\nbecause things are not fair,<br \/>\nthen we get to count the wrongs <\/p>\n<p>61<br \/>\n00:04:22,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:25,280<br \/>\nof others.<br \/>\nAnd once we count the wrongs of <\/p>\n<p>62<br \/>\n00:04:25,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:27,600<br \/>\nothers and we&#8217;ve seen that<br \/>\nwrong, well then we get to hold <\/p>\n<p>63<br \/>\n00:04:27,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:32,360<br \/>\non to that wrong.<br \/>\nAnd then once we hold on to that<\/p>\n<p>64<br \/>\n00:04:32,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:36,200<br \/>\nwrong and we think it over in<br \/>\nour minds a few times and we re <\/p>\n<p>65<br \/>\n00:04:36,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:40,720<br \/>\nremember the hurt and imagine it<br \/>\nagain, well then we get to <\/p>\n<p>66<br \/>\n00:04:40,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:42,280<br \/>\ndistort the truth of the<br \/>\nmemories. <\/p>\n<p>67<br \/>\n00:04:43,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:44,680<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s not actually how it<br \/>\noccurred. <\/p>\n<p>68<br \/>\n00:04:44,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:47,360<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s how it occurred through our<br \/>\neyes and through our memories <\/p>\n<p>69<br \/>\n00:04:47,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:49,480<br \/>\nand our part becomes just that<br \/>\nlittle bit less. <\/p>\n<p>70<br \/>\n00:04:49,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:52,920<br \/>\nAnd your part, you know, the<br \/>\npart that makes you a monster, <\/p>\n<p>71<br \/>\n00:04:53,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:04:59,080<br \/>\nthat becomes a little bit more<br \/>\nand and doing that, it makes us <\/p>\n<p>72<br \/>\n00:04:59,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:01,360<br \/>\nfeel you.<br \/>\nEver you ever had one of those <\/p>\n<p>73<br \/>\n00:05:01,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:05,120<br \/>\nfeelings, brothers, sisters,<br \/>\nwhere it feels good to feel bad?<\/p>\n<p>74<br \/>\n00:05:05,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:07,200<br \/>\nDo you know what I&#8217;m talking<br \/>\nabout, right? <\/p>\n<p>75<br \/>\n00:05:07,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:12,640<br \/>\nIt feels so bad that it just<br \/>\nfeels good to feel bad, right? <\/p>\n<p>76<br \/>\n00:05:12,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:16,000<br \/>\nAnd and that&#8217;s what happens.<br \/>\nWe get a self-righteous high, <\/p>\n<p>77<br \/>\n00:05:16,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:23,520<br \/>\nand now as a result of all this<br \/>\nprocess that we&#8217;ve indulged in, <\/p>\n<p>78<br \/>\n00:05:24,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:31,160<br \/>\nwe now are reached the point of<br \/>\njustified sinning, you know, but<\/p>\n<p>79<br \/>\n00:05:31,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:39,480<br \/>\nhurting others based on getting<br \/>\neven has no lasting ability to <\/p>\n<p>80<br \/>\n00:05:39,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:45,920<br \/>\nmake us feel better.<br \/>\nSo surprised by that, we replay <\/p>\n<p>81<br \/>\n00:05:46,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:49,120<br \/>\nagain the original hurt.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re looking for answers. <\/p>\n<p>82<br \/>\n00:05:49,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:53,480<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re trying to recapture that<br \/>\nthat feeling that that seemed to<\/p>\n<p>83<br \/>\n00:05:53,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:05:56,240<br \/>\nso clearly justify our every<br \/>\naction. <\/p>\n<p>84<br \/>\n00:05:58,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:02,720<br \/>\nNow hopefully looking at this,<br \/>\nyou can see how deadly serious <\/p>\n<p>85<br \/>\n00:06:02,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:06,280<br \/>\nresentment is it.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s the seed of self justified <\/p>\n<p>86<br \/>\n00:06:06,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:11,200<br \/>\nsinning.<br \/>\nAnd Judah was absolutely full of<\/p>\n<p>87<br \/>\n00:06:11,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:16,200<br \/>\nit as he went with his brothers<br \/>\nto feed the flocks in Shechem. <\/p>\n<p>88<br \/>\n00:06:17,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:21,360<br \/>\nAnd the story begins with Jacob<br \/>\nconcerned about his sons and <\/p>\n<p>89<br \/>\n00:06:21,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:23,360<br \/>\nabout the flocks.<br \/>\nNow turn over, please, to <\/p>\n<p>90<br \/>\n00:06:23,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:26,040<br \/>\nGenesis chapter 37.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re going to take some of our <\/p>\n<p>91<br \/>\n00:06:26,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:28,160<br \/>\nmost of our columns today out of<br \/>\nGenesis 37. <\/p>\n<p>92<br \/>\n00:06:28,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:31,480<br \/>\nAnd when I want to look up a<br \/>\npassage in Genesis 37, I&#8217;m not <\/p>\n<p>93<br \/>\n00:06:31,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:34,400<br \/>\ngoing to show it on the screen<br \/>\nbecause, you know, that&#8217;s your <\/p>\n<p>94<br \/>\n00:06:34,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:39,440<br \/>\npart of participating in in the<br \/>\nclass Steve Heim. <\/p>\n<p>95<br \/>\n00:06:39,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:41,640<br \/>\nThis is the only way you get to<br \/>\nparticipate in the class today. <\/p>\n<p>96<br \/>\n00:06:42,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:48,880<br \/>\nOK, I&#8217;m going to hear about that<br \/>\nat lunch. <\/p>\n<p>97<br \/>\n00:06:48,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:55,440<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sure of that.<br \/>\nSo so turn over there and we&#8217;ll <\/p>\n<p>98<br \/>\n00:06:55,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:06:59,160<br \/>\npick up a few details of our<br \/>\nstory in in verses 13 and 14, <\/p>\n<p>99<br \/>\n00:07:00,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:06,640<br \/>\nJacob says, do not thy brethren<br \/>\nfeed the flock and Shechem come <\/p>\n<p>100<br \/>\n00:07:06,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:13,760<br \/>\nand I will send thee unto them.<br \/>\nAnd he said to him, Here my And <\/p>\n<p>101<br \/>\n00:07:13,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:18,280<br \/>\nhe said to him, Go, I pray thee,<br \/>\nand see whether it be, whether <\/p>\n<p>102<br \/>\n00:07:18,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:22,080<br \/>\nit be well with thy brethren,<br \/>\nand well with the flocks, and <\/p>\n<p>103<br \/>\n00:07:22,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:26,760<br \/>\nbring me word again.<br \/>\nSo he sent him out of the veil <\/p>\n<p>104<br \/>\n00:07:26,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:29,800<br \/>\nof Hebron, and he came to<br \/>\nShechem. <\/p>\n<p>105<br \/>\n00:07:30,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:33,080<br \/>\nWell, the first question that<br \/>\nimmediately pops the mind upon <\/p>\n<p>106<br \/>\n00:07:33,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:37,360<br \/>\nconsidering this passage is, is<br \/>\nwhy was Jacob concerned? <\/p>\n<p>107<br \/>\n00:07:39,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:43,960<br \/>\nWell, there&#8217;s a few good<br \/>\nreasons, you know. <\/p>\n<p>108<br \/>\n00:07:44,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:50,040<br \/>\nRemember that Joseph had earlier<br \/>\nin the chapter given an evil <\/p>\n<p>109<br \/>\n00:07:50,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:54,520<br \/>\nreport of the sons of the<br \/>\nHandmaids, and so one can only <\/p>\n<p>110<br \/>\n00:07:54,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:07:56,520<br \/>\nguess what the evil report might<br \/>\nhave been. <\/p>\n<p>111<br \/>\n00:07:56,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:02,280<br \/>\nBut perhaps the brethren had a<br \/>\ntendency to neglect the flocks <\/p>\n<p>112<br \/>\n00:08:02,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:05,760<br \/>\nand not be as diligent of<br \/>\nshepherds as Jacob had been <\/p>\n<p>113<br \/>\n00:08:06,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:10,360<br \/>\nfighting the cold and awake at<br \/>\nnight as he had been for the <\/p>\n<p>114<br \/>\n00:08:10,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:13,560<br \/>\nflocks of Laban when he watched<br \/>\nover those animals. <\/p>\n<p>115<br \/>\n00:08:14,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:18,680<br \/>\nBut beyond that, just, you know,<br \/>\nwhere were they feeding the <\/p>\n<p>116<br \/>\n00:08:18,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:21,280<br \/>\nflocks?<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re feeding the flocks in <\/p>\n<p>117<br \/>\n00:08:21,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:26,320<br \/>\nShechem.<br \/>\nWell, do you think they&#8217;re very <\/p>\n<p>118<br \/>\n00:08:26,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:29,840<br \/>\npopular in Shechem?<br \/>\nYou know, you think, you think <\/p>\n<p>119<br \/>\n00:08:29,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:32,240<br \/>\nthey, you think that that<br \/>\nJoseph&#8217;s brothers came to <\/p>\n<p>120<br \/>\n00:08:32,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:34,600<br \/>\nShechem and they&#8217;re like, Oh,<br \/>\ngood, they&#8217;re back. <\/p>\n<p>121<br \/>\n00:08:34,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:39,159<br \/>\nYou know, they murdered my<br \/>\ncousin, you know, you know, and,<\/p>\n<p>122<br \/>\n00:08:39,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:42,840<br \/>\nand what&#8217;s interesting about<br \/>\nthat is, you know, Jacob would <\/p>\n<p>123<br \/>\n00:08:42,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:48,000<br \/>\nhave had this intuition and the<br \/>\nintuition would have been this I<\/p>\n<p>124<br \/>\n00:08:48,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:52,320<br \/>\nought to fear resentment.<br \/>\nThe resentment&#8217;s a problem. <\/p>\n<p>125<br \/>\n00:08:53,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:08:57,040<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;m sure that the extended<br \/>\nfamily that were left in Shechem<\/p>\n<p>126<br \/>\n00:08:57,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:00,600<br \/>\nwould have had a little bit of<br \/>\nresentment, probably again, <\/p>\n<p>127<br \/>\n00:09:00,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:05,200<br \/>\nalthough God had put the, the<br \/>\nfear of Jacob in them, right? <\/p>\n<p>128<br \/>\n00:09:05,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:08,080<br \/>\nBut Jacob would have intuitively<br \/>\nsaid, you know what, they <\/p>\n<p>129<br \/>\n00:09:08,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:09,520<br \/>\nthought he might have a<br \/>\nresentment there. <\/p>\n<p>130<br \/>\n00:09:09,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:12,760<br \/>\nAnd what does he do?<br \/>\nHe unwittingly sends his, his <\/p>\n<p>131<br \/>\n00:09:12,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:16,600<br \/>\nson directly into the, the eye<br \/>\nof resentment. <\/p>\n<p>132<br \/>\n00:09:16,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:20,720<br \/>\nSo in in the process of fearing<br \/>\nit, he exposes his son to it. <\/p>\n<p>133<br \/>\n00:09:22,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:26,680<br \/>\nSo after not finding the<br \/>\nbrothers in Shechem, Joseph asks<\/p>\n<p>134<br \/>\n00:09:26,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:29,040<br \/>\nabout them and hears that<br \/>\nthey&#8217;re in Dothan. <\/p>\n<p>135<br \/>\n00:09:30,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:35,200<br \/>\nAnd so we&#8217;re told in Genesis 37.<br \/>\nNow verse 18 and, and when they <\/p>\n<p>136<br \/>\n00:09:35,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:40,120<br \/>\nsaw him afar off, even before he<br \/>\ncame near unto them, they <\/p>\n<p>137<br \/>\n00:09:40,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:41,680<br \/>\nconspired against him to slay<br \/>\nhim. <\/p>\n<p>138<br \/>\n00:09:42,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:47,080<br \/>\nNow I&#8217;m not sure if, if you like<br \/>\nword studies and you find any <\/p>\n<p>139<br \/>\n00:09:47,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:50,680<br \/>\nsignificance in Word studies.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m from Christchurch, N so I <\/p>\n<p>140<br \/>\n00:09:50,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:54,240<br \/>\nhave to love word studies and I<br \/>\nhave to find amazing <\/p>\n<p>141<br \/>\n00:09:54,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:57,520<br \/>\nsignificance in them, right?<br \/>\nAnd sorry, they&#8217;re going to <\/p>\n<p>142<br \/>\n00:09:57,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:09:59,000<br \/>\nlisten to this in the tape.<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re going to say, why did <\/p>\n<p>143<br \/>\n00:09:59,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:02,240<br \/>\nyou call us out that way?<br \/>\nI love you, I love you, right? <\/p>\n<p>144<br \/>\n00:10:04,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:09,800<br \/>\nBut but afar off is one of those<br \/>\nphrases. <\/p>\n<p>145<br \/>\n00:10:09,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:14,240<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s it has a lot of meaning and<br \/>\nhas meaning because we know that<\/p>\n<p>146<br \/>\n00:10:14,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:18,880<br \/>\nwhen Abraham was taking his son<br \/>\nIsaac to sacrifice him at Mount <\/p>\n<p>147<br \/>\n00:10:18,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:23,160<br \/>\nMoriah in Genesis chapter 22 and<br \/>\nverse 4, what what it says is <\/p>\n<p>148<br \/>\n00:10:23,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:27,560<br \/>\nthat he saw Moriah far off.<br \/>\nAnd then, and then we also know <\/p>\n<p>149<br \/>\n00:10:27,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:31,640<br \/>\nthat Hebrews picks up on that<br \/>\nphrase afar off, and Hebrews <\/p>\n<p>150<br \/>\n00:10:31,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:35,600<br \/>\nassigns it a significance.<br \/>\nAnd we read about that in <\/p>\n<p>151<br \/>\n00:10:35,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:38,200<br \/>\nHebrews chapter 12 and verse 13<br \/>\nhere. <\/p>\n<p>152<br \/>\n00:10:39,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:44,480<br \/>\nThese all died in faith, having<br \/>\nnot received the promises, but <\/p>\n<p>153<br \/>\n00:10:44,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:49,760<br \/>\nhaving seen them afar off, and<br \/>\nwere persuaded of them and <\/p>\n<p>154<br \/>\n00:10:49,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:53,520<br \/>\nembraced them and confessed that<br \/>\nthey were strangers and pilgrims<\/p>\n<p>155<br \/>\n00:10:53,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:10:59,760<br \/>\non the earth.<br \/>\nNow when Abraham saw Moriah afar<\/p>\n<p>156<br \/>\n00:10:59,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:06,960<br \/>\noff, he might very well have<br \/>\nfelt dread for the pain and <\/p>\n<p>157<br \/>\n00:11:06,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:09,640<br \/>\nbitter work of the moment.<br \/>\nMariah is where he was <\/p>\n<p>158<br \/>\n00:11:10,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:13,120<br \/>\ninstructed to sacrifice his son<br \/>\nIsaac. <\/p>\n<p>159<br \/>\n00:11:14,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:21,000<br \/>\nBut Abraham, his hope was not<br \/>\nbound up in present trials, but <\/p>\n<p>160<br \/>\n00:11:21,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:24,400<br \/>\nin the promises to come, so that<br \/>\nhe could endure the the the <\/p>\n<p>161<br \/>\n00:11:24,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:29,080<br \/>\nbitter work of the moment.<br \/>\nBut maybe you might consider <\/p>\n<p>162<br \/>\n00:11:29,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:35,080<br \/>\nthat when Joseph&#8217;s brethren&#8217;s<br \/>\nbrethren saw Joseph afar off, <\/p>\n<p>163<br \/>\n00:11:35,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:37,960<br \/>\nit&#8217;s like we see the exact<br \/>\nopposite. <\/p>\n<p>164<br \/>\n00:11:38,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:40,600<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s interesting how Scripture<br \/>\ndescribes these opposites. <\/p>\n<p>165<br \/>\n00:11:40,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:43,800<br \/>\nI want you to you know, I&#8217;m sure<br \/>\nyou had marked up in your Bible <\/p>\n<p>166<br \/>\n00:11:44,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:46,840<br \/>\nAbraham&#8217;s version of afar off.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sure you&#8217;ve crossed <\/p>\n<p>167<br \/>\n00:11:46,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:49,480<br \/>\nreferenced that to Hebrews.<br \/>\nIf you haven&#8217;t, your your margin<\/p>\n<p>168<br \/>\n00:11:49,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:51,120<br \/>\nhas.<br \/>\nSo it&#8217;s done right. <\/p>\n<p>169<br \/>\n00:11:52,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:55,720<br \/>\nBut I just want you to consider<br \/>\nthis is the exact opposite afar <\/p>\n<p>170<br \/>\n00:11:55,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:11:59,160<br \/>\noff, right?<br \/>\nIn fact, I&#8217;ll, I&#8217;ll put it to <\/p>\n<p>171<br \/>\n00:11:59,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:04,560<br \/>\nyou in a, in a table, right.<br \/>\nSo this was me messing around <\/p>\n<p>172<br \/>\n00:12:04,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:06,800<br \/>\nwith PowerPoint this morning<br \/>\ntrying to get this to animate, <\/p>\n<p>173<br \/>\n00:12:06,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:08,280<br \/>\nright?<br \/>\nSo we&#8217;ll see if this works, <\/p>\n<p>174<br \/>\n00:12:08,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:12,360<br \/>\nright.<br \/>\nSo Abraham and, and Judah, his <\/p>\n<p>175<br \/>\n00:12:12,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:16,040<br \/>\nbrethren.<br \/>\nNow the phrase is they both saw <\/p>\n<p>176<br \/>\n00:12:16,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:20,880<br \/>\nsomething afar off.<br \/>\nAbraham saw Mariah far off and <\/p>\n<p>177<br \/>\n00:12:21,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:25,240<br \/>\nand Joseph&#8217;s brethren saw Joseph<br \/>\nafar off. <\/p>\n<p>178<br \/>\n00:12:25,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:29,560<br \/>\nSo that&#8217;s the same phrase, you<br \/>\nknow, similarity is that in both<\/p>\n<p>179<br \/>\n00:12:29,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:32,760<br \/>\ninstances, their present<br \/>\ncircumstances were painful. <\/p>\n<p>180<br \/>\n00:12:33,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:38,800<br \/>\nOK, so they&#8217;re both caught up<br \/>\nin, in a, in a painful, bitter <\/p>\n<p>181<br \/>\n00:12:38,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:42,080<br \/>\nmoment.<br \/>\nOK, But the difference is <\/p>\n<p>182<br \/>\n00:12:42,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:49,360<br \/>\nAbraham was persuaded of future<br \/>\nglory, but but Joseph&#8217;s brethren<\/p>\n<p>183<br \/>\n00:12:49,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:51,480<br \/>\nwere unconvinced of future<br \/>\nglory. <\/p>\n<p>184<br \/>\n00:12:53,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:12:58,200<br \/>\nSo the attitude is that Abraham<br \/>\nentrusted God, but the attitude <\/p>\n<p>185<br \/>\n00:12:58,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:00,080<br \/>\nof the brethren were not to<br \/>\ntrust God. <\/p>\n<p>186<br \/>\n00:13:02,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:06,160<br \/>\nSo the result was Abraham was<br \/>\npersuaded to endure the trial <\/p>\n<p>187<br \/>\n00:13:06,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:10,320<br \/>\nand suffer as a stranger, but<br \/>\nJudah&#8217;s brethren persuaded to <\/p>\n<p>188<br \/>\n00:13:10,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:13,200<br \/>\ntake the future into their own<br \/>\nhand through sin. <\/p>\n<p>189<br \/>\n00:13:15,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:17,040<br \/>\nSee.<br \/>\nWhat are we seeing afar off? <\/p>\n<p>190<br \/>\n00:13:17,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:22,000<br \/>\nWhat do you see afar off?<br \/>\nYou&#8217;re caught. <\/p>\n<p>191<br \/>\n00:13:22,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:25,720<br \/>\nYou&#8217;re caught in the bitterness<br \/>\nof a moment and there&#8217;s <\/p>\n<p>192<br \/>\n00:13:25,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:29,120<br \/>\nsomething afar off.<br \/>\nAnd what&#8217;s the difference? <\/p>\n<p>193<br \/>\n00:13:29,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:32,000<br \/>\nYou know, the difference is not<br \/>\nthe bitterness of the moment. <\/p>\n<p>194<br \/>\n00:13:32,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:34,960<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s the same.<br \/>\nThe moment&#8217;s hard. <\/p>\n<p>195<br \/>\n00:13:37,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:43,880<br \/>\nThe difference is your ability<br \/>\nto have a hope for the future. <\/p>\n<p>196<br \/>\n00:13:47,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:49,520<br \/>\nThe Brethren version of that<br \/>\nhope was that his brother&#8217;s <\/p>\n<p>197<br \/>\n00:13:49,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:53,280<br \/>\ngoing to reign over them.<br \/>\nThey didn&#8217;t consider that much <\/p>\n<p>198<br \/>\n00:13:53,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:13:59,280<br \/>\nof A hope.<br \/>\nSo we have these two opposite <\/p>\n<p>199<br \/>\n00:13:59,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:09,320<br \/>\nversions of afar off.<br \/>\nSo for the resentful, this kind <\/p>\n<p>200<br \/>\n00:14:09,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:16,120<br \/>\nof attitude of being caught in<br \/>\nthe moment, it&#8217;s like a way of <\/p>\n<p>201<br \/>\n00:14:16,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:23,320<br \/>\nlife, trusting God, trusting<br \/>\nGod, like hope for the Kingdom. <\/p>\n<p>202<br \/>\n00:14:24,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:27,520<br \/>\nYou know, those are nice ideas,<br \/>\nright? <\/p>\n<p>203<br \/>\n00:14:27,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:30,600<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re they&#8217;re good ideas.<br \/>\nI might send it to you in a <\/p>\n<p>204<br \/>\n00:14:30,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:36,240<br \/>\npostcard, right?<br \/>\nYou know, but they but it feels <\/p>\n<p>205<br \/>\n00:14:36,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:40,840<br \/>\ndistant.<br \/>\nSo being separated from God&#8217;s <\/p>\n<p>206<br \/>\n00:14:40,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:43,800<br \/>\nhope for the future.<br \/>\nWhat do you have to do? <\/p>\n<p>207<br \/>\n00:14:44,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:50,040<br \/>\nWell, if I can&#8217;t put some trust<br \/>\nin the future, then the obvious <\/p>\n<p>208<br \/>\n00:14:50,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:53,360<br \/>\nalternative from sisters, the<br \/>\nobvious alternative is to change<\/p>\n<p>209<br \/>\n00:14:53,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:14:54,640<br \/>\nthe circumstances for the<br \/>\npresent. <\/p>\n<p>210<br \/>\n00:14:56,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:00,200<br \/>\nWhy wouldn&#8217;t you?<br \/>\nWhy would you be caught in the <\/p>\n<p>211<br \/>\n00:15:00,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:03,840<br \/>\nin the trap where you&#8217;re not,<br \/>\nyou have no hope for the future <\/p>\n<p>212<br \/>\n00:15:03,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:06,680<br \/>\nand you&#8217;re not willing to change<br \/>\nthe circumstances in the <\/p>\n<p>213<br \/>\n00:15:06,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:12,240<br \/>\npresent.<br \/>\nSo, so they&#8217;re going to take it <\/p>\n<p>214<br \/>\n00:15:12,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:16,920<br \/>\ninto their own hands and, and<br \/>\nthe record says that they <\/p>\n<p>215<br \/>\n00:15:16,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:20,400<br \/>\nconspired together saying,<br \/>\nbehold, this dreamer cometh. <\/p>\n<p>216<br \/>\n00:15:21,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:29,400<br \/>\nNow notice that Judah and his<br \/>\nbrethren do not refer to Joseph <\/p>\n<p>217<br \/>\n00:15:29,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:32,600<br \/>\nby name.<br \/>\nJoseph is not Joseph here. <\/p>\n<p>218<br \/>\n00:15:32,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:38,000<br \/>\nJoseph is the dreamer.<br \/>\nSo this is another symptom of <\/p>\n<p>219<br \/>\n00:15:38,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:40,520<br \/>\nresentment.<br \/>\nI, I call it labeling. <\/p>\n<p>220<br \/>\n00:15:40,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:48,760<br \/>\nYou can call it what you like.<br \/>\nYou can label it who&#8217;s who&#8217;s in <\/p>\n<p>221<br \/>\n00:15:48,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:51,440<br \/>\nthe front row.<br \/>\nThat really laughed at that was <\/p>\n<p>222<br \/>\n00:15:51,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:15:54,600<br \/>\nthat you Ken?<br \/>\nKen likes dad jokes. <\/p>\n<p>223<br \/>\n00:15:55,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:03,280<br \/>\nKen, stay there all week please.<br \/>\nSo labeling is another symptom <\/p>\n<p>224<br \/>\n00:16:03,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:05,800<br \/>\nof resentment.<br \/>\nSee, by labeling Joseph, what do<\/p>\n<p>225<br \/>\n00:16:05,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:07,480<br \/>\nyou do?<br \/>\nYou strip him of his personal <\/p>\n<p>226<br \/>\n00:16:07,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:10,880<br \/>\nidentity, right?<br \/>\nAnd if someone has a personal <\/p>\n<p>227<br \/>\n00:16:10,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:13,800<br \/>\nidentity, you actually might<br \/>\nhave to feel compassion or <\/p>\n<p>228<br \/>\n00:16:13,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:17,600<br \/>\nempathy or pity.<br \/>\nSee, Joseph is not a person that<\/p>\n<p>229<br \/>\n00:16:17,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:20,640<br \/>\nfeels he&#8217;s no longer their<br \/>\nbrother. <\/p>\n<p>230<br \/>\n00:16:20,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:23,640<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s a thing.<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s he&#8217;s a dreamer. <\/p>\n<p>231<br \/>\n00:16:25,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:29,240<br \/>\nAnd if you listen carefully and<br \/>\nlisten to other people talk to <\/p>\n<p>232<br \/>\n00:16:29,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:36,000<br \/>\nyou, if they want to judge<br \/>\nsomeone, they will often remove <\/p>\n<p>233<br \/>\n00:16:36,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:39,720<br \/>\nthe name.<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re we&#8217;re not talking about <\/p>\n<p>234<br \/>\n00:16:39,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:41,800<br \/>\na person.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re talking about the <\/p>\n<p>235<br \/>\n00:16:41,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:46,800<br \/>\nunamended, right, right.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re not talking about an <\/p>\n<p>236<br \/>\n00:16:46,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:49,840<br \/>\necclesia.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re talking about Denver, <\/p>\n<p>237<br \/>\n00:16:51,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:56,480<br \/>\nright, right.<br \/>\nSo, you know, we, we, you know, <\/p>\n<p>238<br \/>\n00:16:56,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:16:59,400<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re not talking about an<br \/>\nindividual, We&#8217;re talking about <\/p>\n<p>239<br \/>\n00:17:00,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:03,480<br \/>\nBrinkerhoffs, right, right.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re going to give them a <\/p>\n<p>240<br \/>\n00:17:03,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:05,760<br \/>\nlabel, right?<br \/>\nThey we&#8217;re going to, we&#8217;re going<\/p>\n<p>241<br \/>\n00:17:05,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:07,720<br \/>\nto deny them.<br \/>\nI mean, some poor people were <\/p>\n<p>242<br \/>\n00:17:07,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:09,880<br \/>\nmarried in this family.<br \/>\nThey never, you know, it&#8217;s, I <\/p>\n<p>243<br \/>\n00:17:09,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:12,920<br \/>\nguess that&#8217;s their choice, like<br \/>\nthe rest of us didn&#8217;t get to <\/p>\n<p>244<br \/>\n00:17:12,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:16,000<br \/>\nchoose.<br \/>\nSo you know, you&#8217;re going to lay<\/p>\n<p>245<br \/>\n00:17:16,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:19,040<br \/>\nyou want to judge somebody.<br \/>\nI know what listen for it, <\/p>\n<p>246<br \/>\n00:17:19,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:25,359<br \/>\nlisten for the label and and and<br \/>\nand you ask yourself is the next<\/p>\n<p>247<br \/>\n00:17:25,359 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:28,880<br \/>\nthing that comes out of that<br \/>\nperson&#8217;s mouth of judgment is <\/p>\n<p>248<br \/>\n00:17:28,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:31,280<br \/>\nthe next thing that comes after<br \/>\nthat person&#8217;s mouth of judgment,<\/p>\n<p>249<br \/>\n00:17:31,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:35,560<br \/>\nbecause they can deny someone<br \/>\ntheir humanity, whereby they <\/p>\n<p>250<br \/>\n00:17:35,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:40,960<br \/>\nmight actually feel pity or<br \/>\ncompassion or they might relate.<\/p>\n<p>251<br \/>\n00:17:42,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:45,360<br \/>\nI mean, you can contrast that<br \/>\nwith the anti labeling words of <\/p>\n<p>252<br \/>\n00:17:45,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:48,400<br \/>\nPaul, which are we are no,<br \/>\nneither Jew nor Greek or rich <\/p>\n<p>253<br \/>\n00:17:48,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:53,680<br \/>\nnor poor.<br \/>\nAnd so the brother plot to to <\/p>\n<p>254<br \/>\n00:17:53,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:17:57,600<br \/>\nkill Joseph.<br \/>\nAnd you wonder to yourself, <\/p>\n<p>255<br \/>\n00:17:57,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:02,480<br \/>\nlike, you know, how often had<br \/>\nthe brothers actually fantasized<\/p>\n<p>256<br \/>\n00:18:02,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:06,600<br \/>\nabout killing Joseph before the<br \/>\nthe situation actually presented<\/p>\n<p>257<br \/>\n00:18:06,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:09,280<br \/>\nitself?<br \/>\nYou know, what sort of like <\/p>\n<p>258<br \/>\n00:18:09,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:15,240<br \/>\nsordid pleasure had they gotten<br \/>\nwith these unchecked fantasies <\/p>\n<p>259<br \/>\n00:18:15,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:21,520<br \/>\nthat danced around in their<br \/>\nimagination and now they had <\/p>\n<p>260<br \/>\n00:18:21,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:27,000<br \/>\ntheir chance.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s interesting that the <\/p>\n<p>261<br \/>\n00:18:27,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:30,680<br \/>\nbrothers minds go immediately to<br \/>\nhow they can avoid getting <\/p>\n<p>262<br \/>\n00:18:30,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:35,480<br \/>\ncaught, right?<br \/>\nSo Genesis 37 verse 20 says come<\/p>\n<p>263<br \/>\n00:18:35,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:38,160<br \/>\nnow therefore, and let us slay<br \/>\nhim and cast him into some pit, <\/p>\n<p>264<br \/>\n00:18:38,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:45,120<br \/>\nand we&#8217;ll say some evil beast<br \/>\nhath devoured him and we shall <\/p>\n<p>265<br \/>\n00:18:45,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:47,360<br \/>\nsee what will become of his<br \/>\ndreams. <\/p>\n<p>266<br \/>\n00:18:49,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:18:55,440<br \/>\nNow I&#8217;m sure that most of us<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t want to admit that how <\/p>\n<p>267<br \/>\n00:18:55,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:00,360<br \/>\noften it was simply the fear of<br \/>\ngetting caught that is the only <\/p>\n<p>268<br \/>\n00:19:00,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:01,800<br \/>\nthing that stopped us from<br \/>\nsinning. <\/p>\n<p>269<br \/>\n00:19:03,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:09,160<br \/>\nSo the brothers might have must<br \/>\nhave felt this like this rush at<\/p>\n<p>270<br \/>\n00:19:09,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:13,080<br \/>\nthe thought that they might<br \/>\nactually be able to get away <\/p>\n<p>271<br \/>\n00:19:13,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:17,840<br \/>\nwith this.<br \/>\nTo the brother, the idea of of <\/p>\n<p>272<br \/>\n00:19:18,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:22,120<br \/>\nof hurting Joseph, it would have<br \/>\ngiven them this immense <\/p>\n<p>273<br \/>\n00:19:22,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:25,800<br \/>\npleasure.<br \/>\nThis was this was the answer. <\/p>\n<p>274<br \/>\n00:19:26,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:29,600<br \/>\nThis was the solution.<br \/>\nThis was this was the thing that<\/p>\n<p>275<br \/>\n00:19:29,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:32,320<br \/>\nwas going to take the pain away.<br \/>\nThis was the thing that was <\/p>\n<p>276<br \/>\n00:19:32,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:36,720<br \/>\ngoing to make it even.<br \/>\nSee, these are the sort of crazy<\/p>\n<p>277<br \/>\n00:19:36,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:39,800<br \/>\nanswers that those full of<br \/>\nresentment come up with. <\/p>\n<p>278<br \/>\n00:19:40,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:46,640<br \/>\nResentment creates such<br \/>\nstrenuous emotional conditions <\/p>\n<p>279<br \/>\n00:19:47,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:50,480<br \/>\nthat that we fantasize about<br \/>\ngetting even. <\/p>\n<p>280<br \/>\n00:19:51,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:19:55,280<br \/>\nAnd often the only thing that<br \/>\nseparates an unchecked fantasy <\/p>\n<p>281<br \/>\n00:19:56,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:05,280<br \/>\nfrom reality is opportunity and<br \/>\nopportunity. <\/p>\n<p>282<br \/>\n00:20:06,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:12,080<br \/>\nWas walking towards them.<br \/>\nNow why should I say that? <\/p>\n<p>283<br \/>\n00:20:12,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:17,120<br \/>\nUnchecked fantasy leads to<br \/>\nreality and you might be <\/p>\n<p>284<br \/>\n00:20:17,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:19,120<br \/>\nthinking to yourself a couple<br \/>\nfantasies you have. <\/p>\n<p>285<br \/>\n00:20:22,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:28,840<br \/>\nSee, resentment driven fantasy<br \/>\ncreates pleasure because what <\/p>\n<p>286<br \/>\n00:20:28,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:35,960<br \/>\nhappens is it releases dopamine<br \/>\nin your in your mind and and it <\/p>\n<p>287<br \/>\n00:20:35,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:39,080<br \/>\nfeels good.<br \/>\nAnd remembering how good it <\/p>\n<p>288<br \/>\n00:20:39,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:43,000<br \/>\nfeels you, you&#8217;ll recall the<br \/>\nfantasy again. <\/p>\n<p>289<br \/>\n00:20:43,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:46,680<br \/>\nExcept when you recall it again,<br \/>\nsomething awful happens. <\/p>\n<p>290<br \/>\n00:20:48,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:53,120<br \/>\nIt doesn&#8217;t produce the same<br \/>\nquality of feeling that the <\/p>\n<p>291<br \/>\n00:20:53,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:57,080<br \/>\nfirst fantasy did.<br \/>\nAnd so kind of feeling <\/p>\n<p>292<br \/>\n00:20:57,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:20:59,880<br \/>\ndisappointed by the fact that<br \/>\nyou don&#8217;t get the same pleasure <\/p>\n<p>293<br \/>\n00:20:59,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:02,000<br \/>\nyou did the first time.<br \/>\nWhat do you do? <\/p>\n<p>294<br \/>\n00:21:03,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:06,040<br \/>\nWell, you intensify it.<br \/>\nHow do you intensify it? <\/p>\n<p>295<br \/>\n00:21:06,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:07,720<br \/>\nWell, easy.<br \/>\nYou add details. <\/p>\n<p>296<br \/>\n00:21:09,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:12,080<br \/>\nOh, yeah, I do it like this,<br \/>\nRight. <\/p>\n<p>297<br \/>\n00:21:15,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:17,880<br \/>\nAnd then, you know, feeling a<br \/>\nbit down again because, you <\/p>\n<p>298<br \/>\n00:21:17,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:20,320<br \/>\nknow, you&#8217;re still in the in the<br \/>\nbitterness of the moment. <\/p>\n<p>299<br \/>\n00:21:20,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:23,480<br \/>\nWhat do you do?<br \/>\nYou you go back to the fantasy. <\/p>\n<p>300<br \/>\n00:21:23,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:25,400<br \/>\nThat makes me feel better.<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll do that, Right. <\/p>\n<p>301<br \/>\n00:21:25,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:28,560<br \/>\nAnd you go back to the fantasy<br \/>\nand you&#8217;re like, oh, you know, <\/p>\n<p>302<br \/>\n00:21:28,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:31,200<br \/>\nit&#8217;s not making me feel as good<br \/>\nas it did the last time. <\/p>\n<p>303<br \/>\n00:21:31,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:35,160<br \/>\nSo what am I going to do?<br \/>\nI&#8217;m going to add some more <\/p>\n<p>304<br \/>\n00:21:35,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:39,960<br \/>\ndetails, right?<br \/>\nYes, that&#8217;s what you know. <\/p>\n<p>305<br \/>\n00:21:40,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:42,440<br \/>\nAnd then I&#8217;ll do this and then<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll say that. <\/p>\n<p>306<br \/>\n00:21:43,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:45,680<br \/>\nAnd then she&#8217;ll be properly<br \/>\nashamed of herself, you know, <\/p>\n<p>307<br \/>\n00:21:45,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:52,560<br \/>\nwhatever it is, right?<br \/>\nAnd so you build this structure <\/p>\n<p>308<br \/>\n00:21:52,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:21:59,400<br \/>\nof fantasy intolerance.<br \/>\nFantasy intolerance and tell the<\/p>\n<p>309<br \/>\n00:21:59,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:04,320<br \/>\nonly thing that separates you<br \/>\nfrom doing that because you you <\/p>\n<p>310<br \/>\n00:22:04,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:07,920<br \/>\nget to the point, no, that no<br \/>\nmatter how much you fantasize, <\/p>\n<p>311<br \/>\n00:22:10,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:13,520<br \/>\nyou just can&#8217;t re recreate that<br \/>\nhigh that you got before. <\/p>\n<p>312<br \/>\n00:22:15,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:18,240<br \/>\nAnd then the only way you&#8217;re<br \/>\ngoing to recreate that feeling <\/p>\n<p>313<br \/>\n00:22:19,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:22,120<br \/>\nthat you&#8217;ve elicited within you,<br \/>\nthe phenomenon of craving that <\/p>\n<p>314<br \/>\n00:22:22,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:25,800<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ve elicited within you with<br \/>\ndopamine is to do it. <\/p>\n<p>315<br \/>\n00:22:30,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:32,640<br \/>\nAnd now you have a craving to do<br \/>\nit because that&#8217;s what dopamine <\/p>\n<p>316<br \/>\n00:22:32,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:34,080<br \/>\ndoes in you.<br \/>\nIt creates a craving. <\/p>\n<p>317<br \/>\n00:22:37,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:39,480<br \/>\nAnd now you&#8217;re just seeking an<br \/>\nopportunity. <\/p>\n<p>318<br \/>\n00:22:40,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:41,960<br \/>\nAnd you think, how did I get<br \/>\nhere? <\/p>\n<p>319<br \/>\n00:22:44,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:45,440<br \/>\nBecause you didn&#8217;t check the<br \/>\nfantasy. <\/p>\n<p>320<br \/>\n00:22:47,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:50,920<br \/>\nYou let yourself think it.<br \/>\nYou let yourself recall it. <\/p>\n<p>321<br \/>\n00:22:51,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:55,840<br \/>\nYou let yourself tumble it<br \/>\naround in your mind, thinking to<\/p>\n<p>322<br \/>\n00:22:55,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:22:59,800<br \/>\nyourself, thinking to yourself.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s not sin. <\/p>\n<p>323<br \/>\n00:23:01,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:04,880<br \/>\nI haven&#8217;t actually done it just<br \/>\nfeels kind of good to think <\/p>\n<p>324<br \/>\n00:23:04,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:10,720<br \/>\nabout it.<br \/>\nWasn&#8217;t Jesus wise when he said <\/p>\n<p>325<br \/>\n00:23:11,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:25,000<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s where sin starts?<br \/>\nAnd Genesis six verse 5 <\/p>\n<p>326<br \/>\n00:23:25,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:28,120<br \/>\nScripture says that every<br \/>\nimagination of the thoughts of <\/p>\n<p>327<br \/>\n00:23:28,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:31,880<br \/>\nman&#8217;s heart were only evil<br \/>\ncontinually and his wickedness <\/p>\n<p>328<br \/>\n00:23:31,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:36,480<br \/>\nwas great.<br \/>\nThe guys that it&#8217;s only a <\/p>\n<p>329<br \/>\n00:23:36,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:40,840<br \/>\nthought and no one can see it.<br \/>\nAnd allowing ourselves to linger<\/p>\n<p>330<br \/>\n00:23:40,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:48,600<br \/>\nin our imaginations is really a<br \/>\nvery, very a very great danger. <\/p>\n<p>331<br \/>\n00:23:49,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:53,920<br \/>\nSin lieth at the door, and I<br \/>\nthink if we reflect a little bit<\/p>\n<p>332<br \/>\n00:23:53,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:23:58,800<br \/>\non our own experience and maybe<br \/>\nour own worst actions will <\/p>\n<p>333<br \/>\n00:23:58,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:05,320<br \/>\nrecognize that the process<br \/>\nstarted far, far sooner after <\/p>\n<p>334<br \/>\n00:24:05,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:08,160<br \/>\nReuben intervenes in the story<br \/>\nin Genesis 37. <\/p>\n<p>335<br \/>\n00:24:08,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:14,160<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re told this in verse 23.<br \/>\nIt came to pass when Joseph was <\/p>\n<p>336<br \/>\n00:24:14,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:18,080<br \/>\ncome unto his brethren, that<br \/>\nthey stripped Joseph out of his <\/p>\n<p>337<br \/>\n00:24:18,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:21,680<br \/>\ncoat, his coat of many colors<br \/>\nthat was on him. <\/p>\n<p>338<br \/>\n00:24:21,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:25,800<br \/>\nAnd they took him and cast him<br \/>\ninto a pit, and the pit was <\/p>\n<p>339<br \/>\n00:24:25,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:31,560<br \/>\nempty and there&#8217;s no water in<br \/>\nit, and they sat down to eat <\/p>\n<p>340<br \/>\n00:24:31,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:36,000<br \/>\nbread.<br \/>\nWhat do you think Joseph was <\/p>\n<p>341<br \/>\n00:24:36,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:42,080<br \/>\nsaying as they stripped him off<br \/>\nof his coat and threw him in a <\/p>\n<p>342<br \/>\n00:24:42,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:45,080<br \/>\npit?<br \/>\nWhat was he saying as the <\/p>\n<p>343<br \/>\n00:24:45,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:48,440<br \/>\nbrothers cried as as he cried to<br \/>\nthem? <\/p>\n<p>344<br \/>\n00:24:50,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:51,720<br \/>\nHow would his voice have sound<br \/>\nhim? <\/p>\n<p>345<br \/>\n00:24:52,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:24:57,720<br \/>\nWouldn&#8217;t he have been sobbing?<br \/>\nWould he have been saying, <\/p>\n<p>346<br \/>\n00:24:57,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:01,200<br \/>\nbrothers, brothers, don&#8217;t<br \/>\nplease, please don&#8217;t, no, please<\/p>\n<p>347<br \/>\n00:25:01,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:06,640<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t, please.<br \/>\nAnd do you want, do you want? <\/p>\n<p>348<br \/>\n00:25:06,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:13,040<br \/>\nThe scripture says they do.<br \/>\nImmediately after that, it says <\/p>\n<p>349<br \/>\n00:25:13,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:18,280<br \/>\nthey sat down to eat bread.<br \/>\nComfortable. <\/p>\n<p>350<br \/>\n00:25:19,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:23,840<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s amazing how good you can<br \/>\nfeel just in that moment. <\/p>\n<p>351<br \/>\n00:25:24,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:27,520<br \/>\nBoy, it feels good, You know?<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s it. <\/p>\n<p>352<br \/>\n00:25:27,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:29,560<br \/>\nMy uncle Fred knows this.<br \/>\nHi, Fred. <\/p>\n<p>353<br \/>\n00:25:30,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:31,560<br \/>\nHow you doing?<br \/>\nFred. <\/p>\n<p>354<br \/>\n00:25:31,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:34,880<br \/>\nFred.<br \/>\nTo manage Fred&#8217;s pain, he takes <\/p>\n<p>355<br \/>\n00:25:34,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:38,080<br \/>\npain medication.<br \/>\nThe pain medication is a variety<\/p>\n<p>356<br \/>\n00:25:38,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:41,360<br \/>\nof morphine.<br \/>\nAnd what does morphine do in the<\/p>\n<p>357<br \/>\n00:25:41,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:44,600<br \/>\nbody?<br \/>\nIt makes you feel pleasure. <\/p>\n<p>358<br \/>\n00:25:45,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:48,880<br \/>\nAnd what does pleasure do?<br \/>\nIt stops pain. <\/p>\n<p>359<br \/>\n00:25:50,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:54,000<br \/>\nSo the body&#8217;s main way to<br \/>\nregulate pain, by the way, is, <\/p>\n<p>360<br \/>\n00:25:55,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:25:58,240<br \/>\nis pleasure.<br \/>\nEveryone who has kids know this.<\/p>\n<p>361<br \/>\n00:25:58,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:02,640<br \/>\nEver gone to the beach and, and<br \/>\nas a, and as a parent, you&#8217;re <\/p>\n<p>362<br \/>\n00:26:02,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:07,920<br \/>\nwalking up and the water&#8217;s cold<br \/>\nand you&#8217;re thinking yourself <\/p>\n<p>363<br \/>\n00:26:08,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:11,240<br \/>\nnap, right?<br \/>\nAnd what and what do the kids <\/p>\n<p>364<br \/>\n00:26:11,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:13,600<br \/>\ndo?<br \/>\nThey just run straight in the <\/p>\n<p>365<br \/>\n00:26:13,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:15,760<br \/>\nwater.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;re thinking, do kids not <\/p>\n<p>366<br \/>\n00:26:15,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:17,120<br \/>\nfeel cold?<br \/>\nRight? <\/p>\n<p>367<br \/>\n00:26:18,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:19,440<br \/>\nWhat?<br \/>\nWhat? <\/p>\n<p>368<br \/>\n00:26:19,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:21,600<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s wrong with these<br \/>\nchildren? <\/p>\n<p>369<br \/>\n00:26:21,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:25,120<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re brain damaged.<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re not brain damaged. <\/p>\n<p>370<br \/>\n00:26:26,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:29,720<br \/>\nThey just get more pleasure from<br \/>\nswimming than you do. <\/p>\n<p>371<br \/>\n00:26:29,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:34,120<br \/>\nAnd the pleasure they get blocks<br \/>\nout the cold, right? <\/p>\n<p>372<br \/>\n00:26:38,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:39,920<br \/>\nAnd they might be brain damaged,<br \/>\nright? <\/p>\n<p>373<br \/>\n00:26:41,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:44,720<br \/>\nMight be right.<br \/>\nBut but, you know, as an adult, <\/p>\n<p>374<br \/>\n00:26:44,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:46,200<br \/>\nyou don&#8217;t get as much pleasure<br \/>\nfrom that. <\/p>\n<p>375<br \/>\n00:26:46,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:52,240<br \/>\nSo you feel the cold and you<br \/>\nknow, they were they were so <\/p>\n<p>376<br \/>\n00:26:52,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:26:58,400<br \/>\nhigh at that moment that they<br \/>\ncould be comfortable listening <\/p>\n<p>377<br \/>\n00:26:58,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:02,920<br \/>\nto him scream and cry and yet<br \/>\neating bread. <\/p>\n<p>378<br \/>\n00:27:04,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:08,320<br \/>\nAnd then but you, you wonder<br \/>\nwhat they&#8217;re thinking, you know,<\/p>\n<p>379<br \/>\n00:27:08,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:14,200<br \/>\nlike, but you know, they, they<br \/>\nhad finally done it. <\/p>\n<p>380<br \/>\n00:27:16,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:20,520<br \/>\nAnd but of all of them, the one<br \/>\nthat cracks first is Judah. <\/p>\n<p>381<br \/>\n00:27:20,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:22,840<br \/>\nAnd we get Judah&#8217;s first<br \/>\nspeaking line in the Scripture, <\/p>\n<p>382<br \/>\n00:27:22,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:27,120<br \/>\nand that&#8217;s found in Genesis 3726<br \/>\nto 27. <\/p>\n<p>383<br \/>\n00:27:29,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:30,960<br \/>\nWe read there.<br \/>\nAnd Judah said unto his <\/p>\n<p>384<br \/>\n00:27:30,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:34,880<br \/>\nbrethren, what prophet is it if<br \/>\nwe slay our brother and conceal <\/p>\n<p>385<br \/>\n00:27:34,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:38,520<br \/>\nhis blood?<br \/>\nCome and let us sell him to the <\/p>\n<p>386<br \/>\n00:27:38,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:42,640<br \/>\nIshmaelites, and let not our<br \/>\nhand be upon him, for he is our <\/p>\n<p>387<br \/>\n00:27:42,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:46,640<br \/>\nbrother, our flesh, and our<br \/>\nflesh and his brethren were <\/p>\n<p>388<br \/>\n00:27:46,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:50,360<br \/>\ncontent.<br \/>\nSo what do we learn about Judah <\/p>\n<p>389<br \/>\n00:27:50,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:52,760<br \/>\nfrom this quote?<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s the first speaking line he <\/p>\n<p>390<br \/>\n00:27:52,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:27:54,880<br \/>\nhas in Scripture, so we might as<br \/>\nwell pay attention to it. <\/p>\n<p>391<br \/>\n00:27:55,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:00,240<br \/>\nFirstly, we learn he&#8217;s a leader.<br \/>\nThe the brothers heeded him and <\/p>\n<p>392<br \/>\n00:28:00,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:01,800<br \/>\nwere content.<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re not willing to listen <\/p>\n<p>393<br \/>\n00:28:01,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:05,760<br \/>\nreally to Reuben, but they are<br \/>\nwilling to listen to Judah. <\/p>\n<p>394<br \/>\n00:28:05,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:09,720<br \/>\nThey respected his opinion, but<br \/>\nyou have to believe that from <\/p>\n<p>395<br \/>\n00:28:09,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:12,400<br \/>\nJudah&#8217;s perspective, knowing<br \/>\nthat he was in a position to <\/p>\n<p>396<br \/>\n00:28:12,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:15,760<br \/>\ninfluence would haunt him for<br \/>\nyears afterward. <\/p>\n<p>397<br \/>\n00:28:15,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:17,640<br \/>\nIt proved that he wasn&#8217;t<br \/>\npassive. <\/p>\n<p>398<br \/>\n00:28:17,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:20,480<br \/>\nHe wasn&#8217;t complicit.<br \/>\nHe couldn&#8217;t say, well, that was <\/p>\n<p>399<br \/>\n00:28:20,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:23,720<br \/>\nSimeon&#8217;s idea.<br \/>\nHe couldn&#8217;t say, well, that was <\/p>\n<p>400<br \/>\n00:28:23,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:25,960<br \/>\nLevi.<br \/>\nAnd I was just kind of a <\/p>\n<p>401<br \/>\n00:28:25,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:29,000<br \/>\nbystander, right?<br \/>\nHe was like, no, he was active <\/p>\n<p>402<br \/>\n00:28:29,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:31,720<br \/>\nin this.<br \/>\nHe took part. <\/p>\n<p>403<br \/>\n00:28:31,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:33,560<br \/>\nHis voice mattered.<br \/>\nHis actions mattered. <\/p>\n<p>404<br \/>\n00:28:33,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:36,880<br \/>\nThe next thing we learned about<br \/>\nJudah beyond the fact that he <\/p>\n<p>405<br \/>\n00:28:36,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:39,320<br \/>\nwas a leader, it was he learned<br \/>\nhe was a compromiser. <\/p>\n<p>406<br \/>\n00:28:40,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:43,240<br \/>\nThis is born by looking at 2<br \/>\nwords in Judah&#8217;s statement that <\/p>\n<p>407<br \/>\n00:28:43,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:46,760<br \/>\nare really at complete contrast<br \/>\nwith one another. <\/p>\n<p>408<br \/>\n00:28:46,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:49,960<br \/>\nSee, the first word reveals he<br \/>\nhas a conscience and the second <\/p>\n<p>409<br \/>\n00:28:49,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:51,880<br \/>\nword denies he has a conscience.<br \/>\nRight. <\/p>\n<p>410<br \/>\n00:28:52,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:55,040<br \/>\nAnd what were those two words?<br \/>\nWell, the first word, you might <\/p>\n<p>411<br \/>\n00:28:55,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:56,560<br \/>\nhave guessed his brother.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;ve already mentioned it. <\/p>\n<p>412<br \/>\n00:28:56,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:28:59,160<br \/>\nYou can&#8217;t help but notice that<br \/>\nyou just referred to Joseph, <\/p>\n<p>413<br \/>\n00:28:59,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:02,400<br \/>\nthis time with the label<br \/>\ndreamer. <\/p>\n<p>414<br \/>\n00:29:02,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:07,040<br \/>\nHe doesn&#8217;t call a dreamer.<br \/>\nThis time he doesn&#8217;t say let&#8217;s <\/p>\n<p>415<br \/>\n00:29:07,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:11,600<br \/>\nnot hurt the dreamer.<br \/>\nHe says he&#8217;s a brother. <\/p>\n<p>416<br \/>\n00:29:11,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:13,880<br \/>\nAnd here Judah displays a<br \/>\nconscience. <\/p>\n<p>417<br \/>\n00:29:13,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:17,880<br \/>\nThe idea that murdering his<br \/>\nbrother felt too far to him to <\/p>\n<p>418<br \/>\n00:29:17,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:20,920<br \/>\nit was wrong.<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s our brother in our flesh. <\/p>\n<p>419<br \/>\n00:29:20,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:24,440<br \/>\nSo Judah removes the label and<br \/>\nin that way it removes some <\/p>\n<p>420<br \/>\n00:29:24,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:30,240<br \/>\nimpunity from feeling guilty.<br \/>\nBut we see the word brother <\/p>\n<p>421<br \/>\n00:29:30,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:34,280<br \/>\ncoupled with another that stands<br \/>\nin complete contrast to the word<\/p>\n<p>422<br \/>\n00:29:34,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:35,240<br \/>\nbrother.<br \/>\nAnd guess what? <\/p>\n<p>423<br \/>\n00:29:35,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:42,400<br \/>\nThat word is Steve.<br \/>\nThis is the participation part <\/p>\n<p>424<br \/>\n00:29:44,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:50,280<br \/>\nprophet.<br \/>\nWhat prophet is it if we slay <\/p>\n<p>425<br \/>\n00:29:50,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:54,120<br \/>\nour brother?<br \/>\nSo in Hebrew, the word prophet <\/p>\n<p>426<br \/>\n00:29:54,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:29:58,640<br \/>\nstands for gain or an unjust<br \/>\ngain acquired by violence. <\/p>\n<p>427<br \/>\n00:29:59,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:03,760<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s sometimes translated<br \/>\ncovetousness, a bribe or spoil. <\/p>\n<p>428<br \/>\n00:30:03,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:08,360<br \/>\nIn fact, in relation to the sons<br \/>\nof Eli in First Samuel chapter <\/p>\n<p>429<br \/>\n00:30:08,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:13,160<br \/>\n8, it&#8217;s used this way.<br \/>\nAnd his sons walked not in his <\/p>\n<p>430<br \/>\n00:30:13,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:15,120<br \/>\nways, but turned aside after<br \/>\nlucre. <\/p>\n<p>431<br \/>\n00:30:15,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:19,000<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s that word, prophet and<br \/>\ntook bribes and perverted <\/p>\n<p>432<br \/>\n00:30:19,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:22,360<br \/>\njustice.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a word most often <\/p>\n<p>433<br \/>\n00:30:22,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:26,720<br \/>\ntranslated as gain by unjust<br \/>\nmeans or exploitation of the <\/p>\n<p>434<br \/>\n00:30:26,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:31,400<br \/>\nweak by the powerful.<br \/>\nAnd so we see it&#8217;s like an <\/p>\n<p>435<br \/>\n00:30:31,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:35,920<br \/>\nastonishingly appropriate word<br \/>\nthat Judah chooses to apply to <\/p>\n<p>436<br \/>\n00:30:35,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:40,160<br \/>\nhimself.<br \/>\nIt appears that Judah avoids one<\/p>\n<p>437<br \/>\n00:30:40,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:44,080<br \/>\npassion of the heart, which is<br \/>\nwrath or murder by satisfying <\/p>\n<p>438<br \/>\n00:30:44,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:48,080<br \/>\nanother, which is his desire for<br \/>\nfor gain, which we&#8217;ll recognize <\/p>\n<p>439<br \/>\n00:30:48,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:50,200<br \/>\nlater story.<br \/>\nHe had a strong desire to <\/p>\n<p>440<br \/>\n00:30:50,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:53,640<br \/>\naccumulate wealth and to Judah<br \/>\nthis makes sense. <\/p>\n<p>441<br \/>\n00:30:53,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:30:57,600<br \/>\nThis is a good trade off if<br \/>\nnothing else. <\/p>\n<p>442<br \/>\n00:30:58,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:02,200<br \/>\nWhat this verse shows us is<br \/>\nJudah has a long, long way to go<\/p>\n<p>443<br \/>\n00:31:04,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:10,320<br \/>\nand to come.<br \/>\nGod must take someone willing to<\/p>\n<p>444<br \/>\n00:31:10,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:17,560<br \/>\nuse power and authority for<br \/>\nselfish gain and change him to 1<\/p>\n<p>445<br \/>\n00:31:17,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:21,000<br \/>\nusing willing to use power and<br \/>\nauthority for self sacrifice. <\/p>\n<p>446<br \/>\n00:31:21,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:22,800<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s the journey that Judah<br \/>\nhas to go on. <\/p>\n<p>447<br \/>\n00:31:27,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:29,640<br \/>\nAnd so putting the words<br \/>\ntogether, brother, brother and <\/p>\n<p>448<br \/>\n00:31:29,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:33,840<br \/>\nprophet, the short statement by<br \/>\nJudah shows us a character trait<\/p>\n<p>449<br \/>\n00:31:33,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:36,320<br \/>\nof Judah which we&#8217;re going to<br \/>\nencounter in the next chapter. <\/p>\n<p>450<br \/>\n00:31:36,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:40,760<br \/>\nJudah is a compromiser.<br \/>\nHe doesn&#8217;t want to do wrong, <\/p>\n<p>451<br \/>\n00:31:40,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:43,640<br \/>\nhe&#8217;s just unwilling to do right.<br \/>\nEver. <\/p>\n<p>452<br \/>\n00:31:43,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:45,240<br \/>\nEver found yourself in that<br \/>\nposition? <\/p>\n<p>453<br \/>\n00:31:47,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:49,160<br \/>\nSo Judah&#8217;s answer is to<br \/>\ncompromise. <\/p>\n<p>454<br \/>\n00:31:49,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:52,360<br \/>\nHe&#8217;s going to ease his<br \/>\nconscience by not murdering his <\/p>\n<p>455<br \/>\n00:31:52,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:31:56,400<br \/>\nbrother, but he&#8217;s going to<br \/>\nprofit by selling him into <\/p>\n<p>456<br \/>\n00:31:56,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:02,800<br \/>\nEgypt.<br \/>\nNow I want you to imagine how <\/p>\n<p>457<br \/>\n00:32:02,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:10,360<br \/>\nmany times must Judah have<br \/>\nthought back on the Prophet that<\/p>\n<p>458<br \/>\n00:32:10,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:18,520<br \/>\nhe gained by selling Joseph.<br \/>\nNow Joseph was sold for 2020 <\/p>\n<p>459<br \/>\n00:32:18,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:21,320<br \/>\npieces of silver.<br \/>\nNow let&#8217;s just say that Benjamin<\/p>\n<p>460<br \/>\n00:32:21,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:23,360<br \/>\nwasn&#8217;t with the brethren,<br \/>\nbecause he probably wasn&#8217;t. <\/p>\n<p>461<br \/>\n00:32:24,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:28,880<br \/>\nAnd so I have 10 brethren.<br \/>\nThen up there at Dothan, if I <\/p>\n<p>462<br \/>\n00:32:28,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:33,840<br \/>\ntake 20 pieces of silver and I<br \/>\ndivide it by 10, I get 2 pieces <\/p>\n<p>463<br \/>\n00:32:33,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:40,160<br \/>\nof silver each. 2 silver silver<br \/>\ncoins. <\/p>\n<p>464<br \/>\n00:32:41,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:32:44,120<br \/>\nNow I want you to imagine Joseph<br \/>\nif you can. <\/p>\n<p>465<br \/>\n00:32:46,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:00,500<br \/>\nHe has a blood stained coat in<br \/>\none hand and has 2 silver coins <\/p>\n<p>466<br \/>\n00:33:02,220 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:09,700<br \/>\nin the other hand.<br \/>\nI want you to imagine that walk <\/p>\n<p>467<br \/>\n00:33:11,420 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:18,520<br \/>\nback to Hebron, every step<br \/>\ntaking you closer to your <\/p>\n<p>468<br \/>\n00:33:18,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:24,880<br \/>\nfather.<br \/>\nWhat do you think you thought of<\/p>\n<p>469<br \/>\n00:33:24,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:29,400<br \/>\nthat prophet?<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t you wonder how sometimes <\/p>\n<p>470<br \/>\n00:33:29,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:33,040<br \/>\nthis is how we&#8217;ll think it is at<br \/>\nthe judgement, See. <\/p>\n<p>471<br \/>\n00:33:36,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:42,520<br \/>\nWe&#8217;ll look at our prophet.<br \/>\nAm I off the mic now? <\/p>\n<p>472<br \/>\n00:33:44,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:45,360<br \/>\nOh, because I never turned it<br \/>\non, did I? <\/p>\n<p>473<br \/>\n00:33:45,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:46,560<br \/>\nSo now I&#8217;m.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not. <\/p>\n<p>474<br \/>\n00:33:47,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:49,520<br \/>\nI&#8217;m now messing up with the<br \/>\nrecording, aren&#8217;t I? <\/p>\n<p>475<br \/>\n00:33:51,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:33:56,320<br \/>\nOK, sorry.<br \/>\nIs it on now, David? <\/p>\n<p>476<br \/>\n00:33:56,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:01,040<br \/>\nSounds like it&#8217;s on at the<br \/>\njudgement seat. <\/p>\n<p>477<br \/>\n00:34:04,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:12,600<br \/>\nLooking at our profit and I<br \/>\nwonder how small the profit will<\/p>\n<p>478<br \/>\n00:34:12,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:16,400<br \/>\nseem to us.<br \/>\nNow. <\/p>\n<p>479<br \/>\n00:34:16,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:19,080<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s the scripture actually kind<br \/>\nof gives us a sense that this is<\/p>\n<p>480<br \/>\n00:34:19,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:23,520<br \/>\nwhat we&#8217;re meant to think<br \/>\nbecause the Scripture says in <\/p>\n<p>481<br \/>\n00:34:23,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:31,239<br \/>\nMatthew chapter 16, verse 26,<br \/>\nfor what will it profit a man if<\/p>\n<p>482<br \/>\n00:34:31,239 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:36,880<br \/>\nhe gains the whole world and<br \/>\nforfeits his life gains the <\/p>\n<p>483<br \/>\n00:34:36,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:42,600<br \/>\nwhole world.<br \/>\nJudah had two silver coins. <\/p>\n<p>484<br \/>\n00:34:48,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:34:53,120<br \/>\nWhat would he have given?<br \/>\nWhat profit would he have paid <\/p>\n<p>485<br \/>\n00:34:58,630 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:02,030<br \/>\nto not have to face this, to<br \/>\ntake it back? <\/p>\n<p>486<br \/>\n00:35:04,310 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:09,190<br \/>\nRomans says this is the same<br \/>\nword as profit in Matthew. <\/p>\n<p>487<br \/>\n00:35:10,270 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:14,550<br \/>\nRomans says in Romans 6 verse<br \/>\n21, What return, What profit did<\/p>\n<p>488<br \/>\n00:35:14,550 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:19,590<br \/>\nyou get from the things of which<br \/>\nyou are now ashamed? <\/p>\n<p>489<br \/>\n00:35:26,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:28,360<br \/>\nTo Judah, that prophet would<br \/>\nhave felt like death. <\/p>\n<p>490<br \/>\n00:35:31,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:37,440<br \/>\nYou think he spent that money?<br \/>\nYou think he could barely even <\/p>\n<p>491<br \/>\n00:35:37,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:44,640<br \/>\nmanage to look at it.<br \/>\nSo he takes that long journey <\/p>\n<p>492<br \/>\n00:35:44,640 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:46,120<br \/>\nhome and what?<br \/>\nWhat do you think he&#8217;s doing on <\/p>\n<p>493<br \/>\n00:35:46,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:48,640<br \/>\nthat journey?<br \/>\nWhat do you think he&#8217;s doing? <\/p>\n<p>494<br \/>\n00:35:51,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:55,000<br \/>\nBig shows on the inside tell you<br \/>\nwhat he&#8217;s doing. <\/p>\n<p>495<br \/>\n00:35:55,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:35:59,480<br \/>\nHe is rehearsing what he is<br \/>\ngoing to say to his father. <\/p>\n<p>496<br \/>\n00:36:00,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:04,360<br \/>\nI&#8217;m going to say this and he&#8217;s<br \/>\ngoing to say that. <\/p>\n<p>497<br \/>\n00:36:04,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:07,400<br \/>\nThen I&#8217;m going to say this and<br \/>\nhe&#8217;s going to say that. <\/p>\n<p>498<br \/>\n00:36:09,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:14,880<br \/>\nBut oh, he might say this.<br \/>\nEver done the wrong thing? <\/p>\n<p>499<br \/>\n00:36:16,440 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:18,720<br \/>\nAnd then rehearse what you&#8217;re<br \/>\ngoing to tell someone to cover <\/p>\n<p>500<br \/>\n00:36:18,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:25,960<br \/>\nyour tracks over and over in<br \/>\nyour mind, trying to find the <\/p>\n<p>501<br \/>\n00:36:25,960 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:27,960<br \/>\nsoftest way you can get out of<br \/>\nit. <\/p>\n<p>502<br \/>\n00:36:31,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:33,400<br \/>\nThe conversations in his head<br \/>\nwould have been endless. <\/p>\n<p>503<br \/>\n00:36:35,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:40,640<br \/>\nNow, much to Judas surprise, I&#8217;m<br \/>\nsure the plot worked perfectly. <\/p>\n<p>504<br \/>\n00:36:41,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:45,680<br \/>\nJacob seizes the coat.<br \/>\nHe concludes for himself that <\/p>\n<p>505<br \/>\n00:36:45,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:50,080<br \/>\nhis son had been torn by a wild<br \/>\nbeast and he mourn for many days<\/p>\n<p>506<br \/>\n00:36:50,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:54,760<br \/>\nand it says that his boys tried<br \/>\nto comfort him in Genesis 37 <\/p>\n<p>507<br \/>\n00:36:54,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:36:57,280<br \/>\nverse 35.<br \/>\nNow they would have been <\/p>\n<p>508<br \/>\n00:36:57,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:00,040<br \/>\nmiserable comforters.<br \/>\nYou think Job had some bad <\/p>\n<p>509<br \/>\n00:37:00,040 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:03,880<br \/>\ncomforters, right?<br \/>\nI mean, they didn&#8217;t feel sorry <\/p>\n<p>510<br \/>\n00:37:03,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:05,880<br \/>\nfor Jacob.<br \/>\nThey would have felt sorry for <\/p>\n<p>511<br \/>\n00:37:05,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:14,250<br \/>\nthemselves.<br \/>\nSo so obviously Jacob refused <\/p>\n<p>512<br \/>\n00:37:14,250 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:17,210<br \/>\ntheir comforts.<br \/>\nOf course he refused their <\/p>\n<p>513<br \/>\n00:37:17,210 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:19,730<br \/>\ncomforts.<br \/>\nJacob knew that his sons didn&#8217;t <\/p>\n<p>514<br \/>\n00:37:19,730 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:22,330<br \/>\nlike Joseph.<br \/>\nHe didn&#8217;t think perhaps that <\/p>\n<p>515<br \/>\n00:37:22,330 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:25,720<br \/>\nthey had murdered Joseph,<br \/>\nalthough maybe, maybe he had <\/p>\n<p>516<br \/>\n00:37:25,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:35,160<br \/>\nsome suspicions of that.<br \/>\nAnd so, so Jacob would have been<\/p>\n<p>517<br \/>\n00:37:35,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:40,520<br \/>\na constant and loathsome<br \/>\nreminder of the enormity of <\/p>\n<p>518<br \/>\n00:37:40,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:43,280<br \/>\ntheir sin.<br \/>\nTheir guilty conscience would <\/p>\n<p>519<br \/>\n00:37:43,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:46,560<br \/>\nfind no relief.<br \/>\nYou wake up, there&#8217;s your father<\/p>\n<p>520<br \/>\n00:37:46,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:49,240<br \/>\nmourning.<br \/>\nThe next day there&#8217;s your father<\/p>\n<p>521<br \/>\n00:37:49,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:51,760<br \/>\nmourning.<br \/>\nThe next day there&#8217;s your father<\/p>\n<p>522<br \/>\n00:37:51,760 &#8211;&gt; 00:37:53,920<br \/>\nmourning, looking at your two<br \/>\ncoins. <\/p>\n<p>523<br \/>\n00:37:59,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:02,800<br \/>\nThey would be reminded again and<br \/>\nagain and again of what they had<\/p>\n<p>524<br \/>\n00:38:02,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:04,160<br \/>\ndone.<br \/>\nAnd every time they look at <\/p>\n<p>525<br \/>\n00:38:04,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:06,680<br \/>\ntheir father, what would happen?<br \/>\nWell, I&#8217;ll tell you what would <\/p>\n<p>526<br \/>\n00:38:06,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:09,720<br \/>\nhave happened.<br \/>\nThat not in their stomach would <\/p>\n<p>527<br \/>\n00:38:09,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:13,200<br \/>\nhave just turned a little bit<br \/>\nmore and a little bit more and a<\/p>\n<p>528<br \/>\n00:38:13,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:17,280<br \/>\nlittle bit more.<br \/>\nSo that the brothers are just <\/p>\n<p>529<br \/>\n00:38:17,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:20,480<br \/>\ndoing something that all of us<br \/>\nunderstand when we combine <\/p>\n<p>530<br \/>\n00:38:21,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:24,800<br \/>\nconscience and sin.<br \/>\nAnd that&#8217;s guilt. <\/p>\n<p>531<br \/>\n00:38:26,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:29,600<br \/>\nNow think back to Joseph&#8217;s<br \/>\nbrothers eating bread within <\/p>\n<p>532<br \/>\n00:38:29,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:32,560<br \/>\nearshot of Joseph&#8217;s.<br \/>\nCries for distress, cries for <\/p>\n<p>533<br \/>\n00:38:32,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:35,560<br \/>\nhelp.<br \/>\nCries which they could ignore. <\/p>\n<p>534<br \/>\n00:38:35,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:38,560<br \/>\nOf course they could ignore it.<br \/>\nWhy, they had the equivalent of <\/p>\n<p>535<br \/>\n00:38:38,560 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:40,000<br \/>\nmorphine floating around their<br \/>\nbrain. <\/p>\n<p>536<br \/>\n00:38:40,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:42,280<br \/>\nYou can ignore anything.<br \/>\nI could ignore cold oceans, <\/p>\n<p>537<br \/>\n00:38:42,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:47,160<br \/>\nright?<br \/>\nBut you know The funny thing <\/p>\n<p>538<br \/>\n00:38:47,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:49,600<br \/>\nabout medicine, right, Uncle<br \/>\nFred? <\/p>\n<p>539<br \/>\n00:38:49,680 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:50,920<br \/>\nWhat?<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s the problem with it? <\/p>\n<p>540<br \/>\n00:38:52,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:55,360<br \/>\nIt wears off, right?<br \/>\nRight. <\/p>\n<p>541<br \/>\n00:38:57,120 &#8211;&gt; 00:38:58,720<br \/>\nAnd what happens when it wears<br \/>\noff? <\/p>\n<p>542<br \/>\n00:39:00,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:04,080<br \/>\nPain comes back because it&#8217;s<br \/>\nnever really gone. <\/p>\n<p>543<br \/>\n00:39:05,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:10,360<br \/>\nIt just got covered up.<br \/>\nAnd we&#8217;re told what happened <\/p>\n<p>544<br \/>\n00:39:10,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:16,240<br \/>\nwhen the pain wore off.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re told this in Genesis <\/p>\n<p>545<br \/>\n00:39:16,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:22,160<br \/>\nchapter 42 and verse 21, and<br \/>\nthis is when the brothers are <\/p>\n<p>546<br \/>\n00:39:22,160 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:29,280<br \/>\nsitting in an Egyptian jail and<br \/>\nthey said to one another, we are<\/p>\n<p>547<br \/>\n00:39:29,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:34,600<br \/>\nverily guilty concerning our<br \/>\nbrother and that we saw the <\/p>\n<p>548<br \/>\n00:39:34,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:39,480<br \/>\nanguish of his soul when he<br \/>\nbesought us and we would not <\/p>\n<p>549<br \/>\n00:39:39,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:42,520<br \/>\nhear.<br \/>\nTherefore is this distress come <\/p>\n<p>550<br \/>\n00:39:42,520 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:46,920<br \/>\nupon us.<br \/>\nSo while they would not hear <\/p>\n<p>551<br \/>\n00:39:46,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:50,200<br \/>\nJoseph that day as they ate<br \/>\nbread, do you know what else <\/p>\n<p>552<br \/>\n00:39:50,200 &#8211;&gt; 00:39:55,000<br \/>\nthey got in return?<br \/>\nThey got to hear that voice <\/p>\n<p>553<br \/>\n00:39:56,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:02,360<br \/>\nevery day for 22 years.<br \/>\nMaybe there&#8217;s something in your <\/p>\n<p>554<br \/>\n00:40:02,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:09,040<br \/>\npast that you&#8217;re hearing that<br \/>\nvoice every day. <\/p>\n<p>555<br \/>\n00:40:10,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:16,280<br \/>\nLike Joseph&#8217;s brothers, they<br \/>\ndidn&#8217;t hear him that day, but in<\/p>\n<p>556<br \/>\n00:40:16,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:20,400<br \/>\ntheir mind&#8217;s ear, they heard him<br \/>\nfrom that day forward. <\/p>\n<p>557<br \/>\n00:40:23,000 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:27,840<br \/>\nSo we have a clue then that self<br \/>\nimportance had turned into self <\/p>\n<p>558<br \/>\n00:40:27,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:31,720<br \/>\njustification, had turned into<br \/>\nself righteousness, had turned <\/p>\n<p>559<br \/>\n00:40:31,720 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:40,240<br \/>\ninto self loathing, grinding<br \/>\nguilt. <\/p>\n<p>560<br \/>\n00:40:42,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:45,240<br \/>\nThe brothers had thought that<br \/>\nlying to their father about <\/p>\n<p>561<br \/>\n00:40:45,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:50,880<br \/>\nselling Joseph would help them.<br \/>\nThat was it was the solution to <\/p>\n<p>562<br \/>\n00:40:50,880 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:53,280<br \/>\navoid Jacob&#8217;s wrath, to not get<br \/>\ncaught. <\/p>\n<p>563<br \/>\n00:40:55,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:40:57,920<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s funny how doing the wrong<br \/>\nthing to avoid pain doesn&#8217;t <\/p>\n<p>564<br \/>\n00:40:57,920 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:02,600<br \/>\navoid pain.<br \/>\nBut that wasn&#8217;t a lesson that <\/p>\n<p>565<br \/>\n00:41:02,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:04,520<br \/>\nJudah was ready to learn in this<br \/>\nchapter. <\/p>\n<p>566<br \/>\n00:41:05,320 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:07,680<br \/>\nSo let&#8217;s finish briefly this<br \/>\nway. <\/p>\n<p>567<br \/>\n00:41:08,600 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:11,840<br \/>\nHow much time I have left?<br \/>\n10 minutes. <\/p>\n<p>568<br \/>\n00:41:12,400 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:23,720<br \/>\nLook at me, Mark, see if you can<br \/>\ntop that one. <\/p>\n<p>569<br \/>\n00:41:25,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:30,080<br \/>\nSo turn over to Genesis chapter<br \/>\n37 verses 9:00 to 11:00. <\/p>\n<p>570<br \/>\n00:41:30,080 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:32,880<br \/>\nAgain, I just want to make an<br \/>\nobservation as we conclude <\/p>\n<p>571<br \/>\n00:41:35,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:37,480<br \/>\nGenesis chapter 37 verses 9:00<br \/>\nto 11:00. <\/p>\n<p>572<br \/>\n00:41:37,480 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:45,240<br \/>\nWe read there and he dreamed<br \/>\nanother dream and told it to his<\/p>\n<p>573<br \/>\n00:41:45,240 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:49,880<br \/>\nbrothers, and said, Behold, I<br \/>\nhave dreamed another dream. <\/p>\n<p>574<br \/>\n00:41:50,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:41:54,840<br \/>\nAnd behold, the sun, the moon,<br \/>\nand the 11 stars were bowing <\/p>\n<p>575<br \/>\n00:41:54,840 &#8211;&gt; 00:42:00,800<br \/>\ndown to me, Joseph says.<br \/>\nBut when he told it to his <\/p>\n<p>576<br \/>\n00:42:00,800 &#8211;&gt; 00:42:05,280<br \/>\nfather and to his brothers, his<br \/>\nfather rebuked him and said to <\/p>\n<p>577<br \/>\n00:42:05,280 &#8211;&gt; 00:42:07,800<br \/>\nhim, What is this dream that you<br \/>\nhave dreamed? <\/p>\n<p>578<br \/>\n00:42:08,360 &#8211;&gt; 00:42:11,960<br \/>\nShall I, your mother and your<br \/>\nbrothers indeed come to bow <\/p>\n<p>579<br \/>\n00:42:11,960 &#8211;&gt; 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